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حماقة ادّعاء العقلانية
كثيرًا ما أعود إلى تلك القراءات التي زعزعتني من الأعماق..لا تلك التي أكّدت ما كنتُ أظنّه عن نفسي مسبقًا، بل تلك التي فكّكت بهدوء وهمَ أنني أقف على أرضٍ معرفية صلبة، أنا لا أرتدي الشكّ كوسام، ولا أستعرضه كغرور فكري، لكنه يسكنني. وهو يُعقّد كل شيء.. خصوصًا الروحانية واليقين؛ لأنه حين يكون تفكيرك مبنيًا على استجواب معتقداتك الذاتية باستمرار، وحين يُدرَّب عقلك على محاكمة استنتاجاته بنفسه، يصبح اليقين أصعب، ويُلزَم الإيمان بالمرور عبر محاكمة قبل أن يُسمح له بالجلوس. ثمّة مفارقة عم
Feb 232 min read


Where Do These People Go?
Sometimes the question arrives without ceremony. It doesn’t announce itself as grief. It comes disguised as a small task, a harmless errand, a reason to leave the house. I found myself driving longer than necessary, letting the road stretch, letting the motion replace my very own thought. There is something about movement that invites memory as if the mind loosens when the body keeps going. Memory needs matter. we deeply rely on what is solid, fixed, unmoving. Walls. Windows.
Feb 72 min read


On Lemon Trees and Metaphor
I was thinking, the other day, of the sun and how it used to arrive through the lemon tree when I was a child, carefully, as if it didn’t want to disturb anything. I can almost smell the leaves now, that unforgivable freshness. I used to steal them from the big branches, and the tree was so forgiving, allowing me to tear the smallest ones and crush them in my tiny hands, releasing that sharp, living scent. I almost wept remembering it, because my body remembers what my mind i
Jan 52 min read


Train Dreams (2025) Clint Bentley
Maybe Train Dreams isn’t meant to be watched.. so much as to be witnessed. Not decoded. Not solved. Just sat with like a weather, like a memory, like a life you didn’t live but somehow you do recognize within your bones. It feels like a rare privilege the film grants us, the godlike ability to look at a single life from beginning to end. No interruptions. No illusions of control. We see the turbulence, the fires, the unbearable randomness of loss and yet we’re also asked to s
Dec 22, 20253 min read


I Too Have Returned
I stood before The Return of the Prodigal Son . Rembrandt’s light didn’t illuminate; it forgave. It gathered the lost and the weary and laid them gently at the father’s feet. The son’s head pressed into that robe as if pressing into time itself, his body collapsing under the weight of distance and the miracle of being seen. One slipper missing, one hand open in surrender. The father’s hands resting on his back, one firm, one trembling, were less of a touch, more of an underst
Nov 5, 20253 min read


Toddlers in the mud
What are we really speaking of when we speak of writing? It is not merely words reflected and made tangible on paper, but the quiet...
Sep 7, 20252 min read


Cinema Paradiso: A Journey Through Memory and Longing
I cannot call Cinema Paradiso merely a film, because it is so much more than that. It is the re-living of a profoundly collective human...
Aug 9, 20255 min read


"خلود الأدب، وفناء الشعور"
هل تفشل اللغة في إعادة خلق المشاعر؟ هل هناك مدى شعوري لا تبلغه الكلمات، ولا حتى تلامسه بخجل؟ هل هناك وجعٌ لا تسعه اللغة، ولا تحتمله...
Jun 22, 20252 min read


The Day I Became a Woman (2000) Marzieh Meshkini
Some films are delivered like a sermon, and others come like the wind that rearranges the furniture in your soul. The Day I Became a...
Jun 1, 20253 min read


Fragments of an Unfinished Comprehension
The fear of not knowing, of stepping barefoot into the soil that has no name, sits with me like a second skin. The fear of what is not...
May 29, 20252 min read
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