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I Too Have Returned
I stood before The Return of the Prodigal Son . Rembrandt’s light didn’t illuminate; it forgave. It gathered the lost and the weary and laid them gently at the father’s feet. The son’s head pressed into that robe as if pressing into time itself, his body collapsing under the weight of distance and the miracle of being seen. One slipper missing, one hand open in surrender. The father’s hands resting on his back, one firm, one trembling, were less of a touch, more of an underst
Nov 53 min read


Toddlers in the mud
What are we really speaking of when we speak of writing? It is not merely words reflected and made tangible on paper, but the quiet...
Sep 72 min read


"خلود الأدب، وفناء الشعور"
هل تفشل اللغة في إعادة خلق المشاعر؟ هل هناك مدى شعوري لا تبلغه الكلمات، ولا حتى تلامسه بخجل؟ هل هناك وجعٌ لا تسعه اللغة، ولا تحتمله...
Jun 222 min read


Fragments of an Unfinished Comprehension
The fear of not knowing, of stepping barefoot into the soil that has no name, sits with me like a second skin. The fear of what is not...
May 292 min read


The Tender Lie of False Memory
I studied false memory, and at first, it felt purely clinical, just another demonstration of the mind’s profound and exquisite fragility....
May 153 min read


In search of the miraculous
In Search of the Miraculous | Bas Jan Ader, 1975. I think I’m metaphysically burning. It begins somewhere deep inside me—an ache nested...
Apr 202 min read


In the Smallness, Eternity
He dragged his feet through the damp grass, each step a tender act of defiance, as though the weight of his life balanced delicately on...
Nov 18, 20244 min read


L'Étranger
"Hello," I whisper quietly to the solitary star in the sky, knowing it is on the brink of its ultimate fate—crashing into oblivion and...
Jun 8, 20243 min read


مرثية النخّلة
في السابع عشر من نوفمبر عام 2023، فقد العالم نورك، وفقدتُ أنا فرصة توديعك بهدوء إلى المجهول العظيم. رحلتَ دون عناقٍ أخير، دون كلمات وداع، دون لحظة إنسانية أطمئن فيها على رحلتك إلى ما وراء الغياب. في رحيلك المفاجئ والسريع تردّد صدى فراغٍ عميق، وألمٍ صامتٍ لا يرحم، يُلحّ في الذاكرة وفي القلب معًا، تتزاحم الأفكار حول كل ما لم يُفعل، وكل ما لم يُقال. كل ذكرياتك تنساب أمامي كأنها نسيج من الدفء والكرم العميق الذي شكّل جوهرك، طهوك في كل اجتماع عائلي لم يكن مجرد طعام، بل كان دفئًا أم
Mar 1, 20243 min read


Endless ascent, perpetual descent..
The ultimate question of whether Sisyphus is happy delves deep into the human psyche and our quest for meaning in a seemingly indifferent...
Jan 26, 20242 min read
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